SeEking my Polaris

I had late night outs once per week now.
those that i got home before 2am ones are not counted. its terrrrrrrrible.
Like you only got home about 6am..
and get to bed after u shower and blow dry the dripping wet hair.
sometimes my eyes are still wide open when i lie on bed
its jet lag you know hahaha..
so i drift in and out of sleep..
sometimes sleep for an hour sometimes for two,
then i open my half close eyes to check the time
i thought i have been sleeping forever but the clock only shows 9am.. then 11am...
then i woke up to eat cos was too famished.
im having so much fun.
At the same time; juggling so many duties, emotions, struggles
i think im turning into a super gal.

i say all girls would love abit of attention, and care and the feeling of being special.
the degree of need may vary from gal to gal
but ALL gals have this little secret desire within them
to feel loved
so who says that holding hands, pat on the head isnt important?!
it is exactly these little gestures that melts our heart
tender loving care...
who dont need it?
i remain corrected.



却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两段来自沉没的眼泪
让爱伤透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
~ Jay

That is so true...I hope someone comes along in your life to give you that hand to hold and pat your head. Lovely...may you find - or that someone find you :)  

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thanks anonymous. but true love comes w a heavy price...  

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A false love can exact the same toll, but leave us without anything...cheat us, so to speak.

True love is bears pain because none of us are perfect, I think...to love imperfect people is almost as scary as being loved by an imperfect person.

Still, some have managed...  

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sOUnds like you hv vast experience... ;p

i guess romance love is an object and emotion that is over-magnified by d human race.

flaws are what makes people special. no? :)  

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Ah, vast experience? No...

I think there are so many people that get their hearts broken over and over because they blind themselves to who they want to love - throw themselves onto them.

Then there are those that pick and choose till they are left with no one.

I think your longing weighted by open-eyed caution is very healthy indeed. Still, I hope you'll be among those that manage (or are blessed) to have the that hand to hold (and pat).  

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'longing weighted by open-eyed caution is very healthy indeed..'

if there is a poll, i wld be the most confused person on earth :)

yeah, i wish that you'd find your happiness too.  

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