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SeEking my Polaris
Saturday, August 26, 2006
alOne
most of the time, i would be led to think that being in a relationship is a blessing. by damn movie films, romance books,love songs & what have you.
but deep dOwn, i know what the truth is like for me.
probably i dont really know how to communicate w the person supposedly to be the closest to me. i dunno how to put my thoughts n feelngs into words aptly.
and sometimes, these inadequacies float up so evidently.
i felt crippled by my inability.
a good dinner turned into a cold war
a good intention outing turned into a thunderstorm
we felt shortchanged; misunderstood; uncared for.
and i dunno how to articulate, i just clamped up.
no, i dun purposely give the silent treatment,
its just, i really dunno what to say
hate to aggrevate the situation and embarrassed myself
and i just wanna walk away from it all.. let the wind clear my thoughts.
when im alone i feel in control of my emotions.. and not vulnerable like shite now.
maybe i just too good at being by myself
but deep dOwn, i know what the truth is like for me.
probably i dont really know how to communicate w the person supposedly to be the closest to me. i dunno how to put my thoughts n feelngs into words aptly.
and sometimes, these inadequacies float up so evidently.
i felt crippled by my inability.
a good dinner turned into a cold war
a good intention outing turned into a thunderstorm
we felt shortchanged; misunderstood; uncared for.
and i dunno how to articulate, i just clamped up.
no, i dun purposely give the silent treatment,
its just, i really dunno what to say
hate to aggrevate the situation and embarrassed myself
and i just wanna walk away from it all.. let the wind clear my thoughts.
when im alone i feel in control of my emotions.. and not vulnerable like shite now.
maybe i just too good at being by myself
You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 8/26/2006 