SeEking my Polaris

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Irene

went to collect my new ic today.. yeah, 30 already ma.

n i realised.. my friend will not have a chance to renew or collect hers..

i cried yest night and today again.. uncontrollably.

i cant imagine the cold, bloated body lying in the coffin is my friend,

an ex col whom has spent most lunchtime with me,

yakking about office politics; our frus at home; at relationships;

our dreams.. and longings.

failure of kidney, low blood cells, a failure ops that caused bateria infection.

the amount of suffering she must have been through!

the once bubbly gal.. lifeless, cold in a faraway land now.

irene, who's 30th bday is in Aug and @ that time already been diagnosed with Leukemia..

who will not have a chance to breathe this air i breathe again.

yet i vividly remembered all her peeves..

rest in peace my dear friend.. thanks for the support and friendship we shared.

thanks for the e-card that you bothered to pre set the date to send for my bday.

even though your hubby said, you have been in and out of ICU that period..

it pains me.. to see his slim frame.

i have never been to a friend's wake before; and my emo just let loose..

i secretly wish i will never have to go for one again.

goodbye irene. goodbye pain.

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