SeEking my Polaris

Monday, May 16, 2005

cravings

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argh... why my forehead got 3 fierce-looking pimples?but am glad that my fringe are long enough to cover.. so i pray to God that if nx time wanna hv pimples pls let them grow on my forehead.

[ excuse me, God cares about every little thing about me one ok]
and i also sense that im PMS-ing. the mood swing thingy.. is pretty obvious.
luckily, or well.. i dunno what i ate right. but the swings this month are towards the positive ones.

Positive swings = loving, understanding, humour is intact.. and possible feeling high at times over nothing. i acted so forgiving that i cant believe myself. so frns, if you owe me money and dun hv enough to pay up; or you hv been gossiping about me; or you did something really awful.. this is THE time to tell me.
i will give you a hug and say, hey its ok.

Negative swings = bad tempered. short tempered. quick tempered. get it? ;p
if you sense the negative swings, dun tell me anything at all. im not friggin interested. period.
dun try to understand me or the things i said,
just tell me everything will be alright and you still love me despite the monster within me.

EVERY NIGHT, i'm having awful cravings for heineken beer
(dun ask me why heineken, i just bought 3 bottles at the airport and it is still stashed in my fridge's side door) n my Baileys. I mean EVERY NIGHT.. and sometimes a smoke.
every night when i was about to hv dinner, or when im in my room.. i wish i cld take a sip of the heiny. but i havent satisfy those cravings yet, especially the last one.
I also dunno waiting for what.

You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 5/16/2005

nice skin..

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beware of the beer belly!!

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how come my comments doesnt show on the front page? sigh, headache!

3 bottles of heiny wun gimme a beer belly. but you visiting those pubs every weekend might~ ;p

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