SeEking my Polaris

I watched so much tv last night.. trying to make my eyes tired.
But still I couldn’t sleep.
Maybe I shouldn’t watch exciting shows like ‘America’s Idol or top model’ back to back, but I really enjoyed the bitching and unusual paths these people are willing to go through to realize their dreams. Sleepless night until 3am.. Sometimes you know its better to just let it go, but you cant. You just cant. So I started packing my room abit. Erm… like shifting the coaster here and there.

That day the Korean movie made me cry and cry towards the end.
I often cry at movies bcos of someone dying in the show.
That’s the most grief moment in life.
Other things might not go well.. but at least you know the person
is still doing okay in life.
You can still give your blessings to the person.
If the person dies.. you know that things are not reversible anymore.
Love, hatred, bitterness and so many ‘it could have beens’.
Its like.. all your regrets for the person are gonna stay with you forever.
Until you die, of cos.

I think coffins /graves should provide a pigeon hole slot.
So that living people can write a note for the dead.
Their forgiveness, love, regrets shall be written out and slot into the pigeon hole. Its kinda a release and there wont be this knot that is forever in their hearts.
I dunno if the dead will reply.. maybe start appearing in dreams or whatever.. that’s kinda a good way to communicate, no?

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