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SeEking my Polaris
Thursday, September 07, 2006
drifting life
My ex boyfriend & I ended up as pretty good friends,
though we have stopped hanging out together in recent months.
Firstly, I am not always available to meet him at 2am at night,
and secondly, he got attached recently [finally].
So all the more, we only catch up over emails and msn.
To think he told his new galfriend of 2 months that im his soulmate and
his mental support whenever he is down! What would the galfriend think…?!
I cannot imagine, and well, I will just leave it to fate that
I hope I wont need to meet her.
Probably the very first thought that goes through her mind would be,
“So, you are that ‘mental support’ huh..”
Enough said, guys are sometimes so uncomprehending-ably insensitive.
Someone mentioned to me about drifting..
Imagine being out in the sea, when our life is not anchor onto something,
we drift with the current, i.e. the flow of events in life.
Sometimes we take a short nap on our floats.
When we wake up, we are so far from the shoreline;
We realized we have drifted so far apart w people we are close to.
Friends, family members, even your partner.
You start to think, when did we start to become distant?
When did we?
The truth is, we have all drifted apart without wanting to.
Immersing in activities after activities in life, isn’t all that glamourous.
The emptiness deep down, is still a huge void to be filled.
Let’s just say, this is my carnal self..
And I shall not allow myself too dwell too deep into it,
though we have stopped hanging out together in recent months.
Firstly, I am not always available to meet him at 2am at night,
and secondly, he got attached recently [finally].
So all the more, we only catch up over emails and msn.
To think he told his new galfriend of 2 months that im his soulmate and
his mental support whenever he is down! What would the galfriend think…?!
I cannot imagine, and well, I will just leave it to fate that
I hope I wont need to meet her.
Probably the very first thought that goes through her mind would be,
“So, you are that ‘mental support’ huh..”
Enough said, guys are sometimes so uncomprehending-ably insensitive.
Someone mentioned to me about drifting..
Imagine being out in the sea, when our life is not anchor onto something,
we drift with the current, i.e. the flow of events in life.
Sometimes we take a short nap on our floats.
When we wake up, we are so far from the shoreline;
We realized we have drifted so far apart w people we are close to.
Friends, family members, even your partner.
You start to think, when did we start to become distant?
When did we?
The truth is, we have all drifted apart without wanting to.
Immersing in activities after activities in life, isn’t all that glamourous.
The emptiness deep down, is still a huge void to be filled.
Let’s just say, this is my carnal self..
And I shall not allow myself too dwell too deep into it,
You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 9/07/2006 
uh-uh...
:-(
think of the past, but never dwell on it.
nwyz my name is jongzki, can i add u up to my links?
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oh oh... u didnt read my reply to your last comment. hmm... thats bad. ;p
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