SeEking my Polaris

thanks to my dear dear friends who specially
made an effort to have birthday dinners with me..
im beyond words
because i dont deserve all the attention
im not a very good person;
i havent been a very good friend in return
im forgetful, and self-indulging
and i dont walk the talk
i dun like small animals
or fiesty kids
they bore the hell out of me after 10 mins.

i always think of people in good light
yet those who are very close to me
i will usually jump on them
to expose their flaws
to impose my own thoughts on them
& get hurt by things they do;
or things they dont do
im that scary.
i feel kinda flooded these days..
flooded with flaws.



but a person taught me about flaws
that flaws made someone special

im beginning to appreciate you as who you are
all this is kinda new

i like my hands to be held
no matter how insane the world has been
i feel safe.

for now, i will try to be a better person.
alrite?

happy birthday sis! :D
paiseh din get ya any pressies :P  

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argh.. you are not fOrgiven~  

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