SeEking my Polaris

Late night, saturday..
oh.. i mean wee hours of sat morning.. like 2am?
who bears to sleep so early?!

i just finished watching 'Monster' on dvd... no no
not 'Monster Inc'... with those cute cuddly monsters
its Monster, staring charlie charltron?
and the little grown up gal from Adams family.
oh well... didnt realised that they acted as lesbos so explicitly.
abit unreal lor. like when they do simple intimate thing such as hugging..
looks kinda awkward.
but i take my hat off the lead actress.. no wonder she got the academy award for it!
she's a pros, murderer, then turned lesbo.. then turned serial killer
hmm.. ya, her life is pretty complicated.
kinda pity her,
she screwed up at the end, and her gf left her.
erm.. regretted watching it, cos it left me sleepless..
these kinda thought-provoking shows are defnitely my cup of tea
i think i allow myself to engaged too deeply..
the scenes are still replaying in my mind :/

when the night is silent.. i will do my favourite thing
- think.
tonight, there's only one thing that is occupying my mind.
and its such a therapy to be listening to sad sad songs on my laptop
and clearing my head up
or making it even mOre warped? haa~
thats always me.

sometimes i dont quite understand myself
i really dont.. i make choices that seemed right
but i end up torturing myself..? heh.
argh, im beginning to bore myself here
this is getting nowhere?

i hope i can sleep real soon.
the songs are making me cry...

有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰？

damn it.
how come no soccer match to watch?!
it will at least numb my senses.

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