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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Recouperated
I need to apologize.
I was such an emotional wreck [new term I learnt this week fr XX blog] 2 weeks ago.
Things were falling into millions of bits and pieces. I was sick. Very sick.
I ignore some smses and calls.. and my friends and family
Major PMS shite didn’t help either.. it just made me wander further and further into my own abyss. It felt good to hide in my own little created space.
It worked be like a vacuum, where time and space is stagnated.
While the world passes by. Without waiting for me. NB.
But, this isnt what im apologizing for.

Everyone needs to breakdown to renew that strength once again
Everyone needs that down wave to come up strong and steady again

I have found what I have lost. This world cannot stand happy people..
The devil is smart you know?
Constantly working his way round to sink us deep into self-created problems.
We ended up in shite all the time.

From 太陽之子:

天使與魔鬼同時出現在你左右過嗎?
心意與現實同時呈現反向的箭頭指標嗎?
面對過原則與人情必須作出抉擇時嗎?...
種種的對立出現時,你爭扎分析後的面對如何了呢?
你的人格還健全嗎?
你左右肩上站立的巨人還都在嗎?
~如果人格健全是否更成熟?
如果巨人還存在是否更有茁壯?

I apologized for probably being more nonchalant, and without so much care of the world.
Like how I used to think i should care 101% & always give my 200% & gotten hit so badly.. getting burnt all the time. Who did i think i was? Florence Nightingale?
Always biting off more than what i can chew.
Now i will saved my soul for the 70%... the 70% that really matters.

So, I wanna say sorry to the 31%.
I have decided to leave you behind.



p/s: niCe songs to share... waiting for you... & Dont phunk with my heart~

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