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- LOst
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- :s
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
@sunshine
its been a long while.
im glad things hv moved on. as the future unfolds.
god is good, all the time.
i want to catch the show curious case of benjamin button. cos there is brad pitt.
:)
jus want to reiterate.
im so glad.
im glad things hv moved on. as the future unfolds.
god is good, all the time.
i want to catch the show curious case of benjamin button. cos there is brad pitt.
:)
jus want to reiterate.
im so glad.
Labels: Drifts
Thursday, December 04, 2008
hey its me..
whew.. the past months flew by in a flashed.
some interesting updates
started a new job in July, and i jus tendered my resignation. specialised in events management etc.. tired tired.. health is taking a toil, 4 months of endurance so i think i better pull the plug early! thats me.. not very $-driven kind. haa.
busy with all the housing n wedding prep. yup im finally allowing myself to get off the shelf, after some internal conversations between my heart and my mind ;p Mixed feelings, cos a new future awaits. lifestyle changing. well i guess everyone go through this stage ya. many of my friends are already married and having kids. i wonder how is life in their shoes? oh ya, should i pick a gown that i look stunning in? or one that i feel comfortable in? shucks.
i have met some really nice folks, and some not so nice people in my worklife. my philosophy in life is, i cant be bothered about them cos they are not my ultimate destiny. they think they are bigshot in the company, for goodness sake, they are just pathetic puppets who have no choice but to act tough/put on mask etc. But for the really nice folks, i will truly cherish them. learnt alot about myself, through the hectic and demanding job, also about people around me.. for those people who fell into office politics, its really a choice and an attitude, i dont understand their mentally of playing mind games. im so tired at time. i just want to maintain my honesty and truthfulness. and do my work A**holes. now my marketing experience includes Events, which is cool! also handling websites like joomla, and using PHP. those are really good freewares to set up own business in future. thank god for opening my eyes!
Feels good to take a break now. and wait to charge when the next round of waves come around. yeah, just like surfing yah. niceee.
know what?.. the 1 year death aniversary for irene jus passed. i think of her often. i dunno why? the way she indulge in food even though she needs to lose weight. the way she provided for her entire family without any complains though she is same age as me. the way she lie in the coffin with her hair pin up like how she always do. i miss you my friend. i miss you even though you are so faraway and time is supposed to wash away the pain. i still feel the lost.
some interesting updates
started a new job in July, and i jus tendered my resignation. specialised in events management etc.. tired tired.. health is taking a toil, 4 months of endurance so i think i better pull the plug early! thats me.. not very $-driven kind. haa.
busy with all the housing n wedding prep. yup im finally allowing myself to get off the shelf, after some internal conversations between my heart and my mind ;p Mixed feelings, cos a new future awaits. lifestyle changing. well i guess everyone go through this stage ya. many of my friends are already married and having kids. i wonder how is life in their shoes? oh ya, should i pick a gown that i look stunning in? or one that i feel comfortable in? shucks.
i have met some really nice folks, and some not so nice people in my worklife. my philosophy in life is, i cant be bothered about them cos they are not my ultimate destiny. they think they are bigshot in the company, for goodness sake, they are just pathetic puppets who have no choice but to act tough/put on mask etc. But for the really nice folks, i will truly cherish them. learnt alot about myself, through the hectic and demanding job, also about people around me.. for those people who fell into office politics, its really a choice and an attitude, i dont understand their mentally of playing mind games. im so tired at time. i just want to maintain my honesty and truthfulness. and do my work A**holes. now my marketing experience includes Events, which is cool! also handling websites like joomla, and using PHP. those are really good freewares to set up own business in future. thank god for opening my eyes!
Feels good to take a break now. and wait to charge when the next round of waves come around. yeah, just like surfing yah. niceee.
know what?.. the 1 year death aniversary for irene jus passed. i think of her often. i dunno why? the way she indulge in food even though she needs to lose weight. the way she provided for her entire family without any complains though she is same age as me. the way she lie in the coffin with her hair pin up like how she always do. i miss you my friend. i miss you even though you are so faraway and time is supposed to wash away the pain. i still feel the lost.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Plans
im exercising myself to death now..
am still suffering from muscle ache from monday's workout [after a 2 weeks break,
i signed on for a brand new season].. tonight stil hv to attend company's workout class.
hehe.. is this overindulgence or wad?
contemplating to take up masters in counselling? career switched?
my dream is to own a counselling centre n help people.
how to work towards it? shld i work towards it?
delimma..
actually got nothing to lose except time and $. cos the current job im really staying for the pay.
can throw letter anytime i supposed.
alright... Universe, pls provide.
What are your dreams?
am still suffering from muscle ache from monday's workout [after a 2 weeks break,
i signed on for a brand new season].. tonight stil hv to attend company's workout class.
hehe.. is this overindulgence or wad?
contemplating to take up masters in counselling? career switched?
my dream is to own a counselling centre n help people.
how to work towards it? shld i work towards it?
delimma..
actually got nothing to lose except time and $. cos the current job im really staying for the pay.
can throw letter anytime i supposed.
alright... Universe, pls provide.
What are your dreams?
Labels: Drifts
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Perk me up
Attended 4 weddings, this month, and 2 more baby showers this weekend.
hmm time seemed not enough, im hardly having enough time for myself.
Gasping for breath!
I need a Perk me Up!
i guess recently things hv been flowing downstream.. or at least
my own mindset lead me to think so?
Angel is nice.. he bought me those salon type of iron for curls.. to cheer me up.
but at the same time, he starts to pile me with his demands n expectations.
how true when they say, good times dont laSt?
but... i can still take it. a small slip wont tear me down.
nOw.. i really want a perk me up.
Looking at a short trip in ApriL w my beloved frns.
keep them cOMing.
Labels: Drifts
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
LOst
i need to randomly let off some steam.
Contentment is something so elusive for a large part of my life..
im constantly searchin for ways to impRove my life,
and yet at a much later part.. i found some regrets along the way.
is this the learning path as some say?
i know i treaded heavily towards the wrong direction many times,
and i insist on treading down that way..
even when i see nothing fruitful wil emerge.
have you felt tht way before?
no.. not disappointment. tis isnt a right word.
just mayb.. indifference.. and withdrawal.
just feel like letting everything go.
why isnt my life moving forward?
why am i not fruitful?
but am i complaining? NO. cos i have to be contented, that life is at
major parts peaceful like a river.
but am i happy? a resounding No.
with lack in rest, i cant even construct what i want to say in a complete
and comprehendable sentence.
i want to feel better. i want to feel good.
Contentment is something so elusive for a large part of my life..
im constantly searchin for ways to impRove my life,
and yet at a much later part.. i found some regrets along the way.
is this the learning path as some say?
i know i treaded heavily towards the wrong direction many times,
and i insist on treading down that way..
even when i see nothing fruitful wil emerge.
have you felt tht way before?
no.. not disappointment. tis isnt a right word.
just mayb.. indifference.. and withdrawal.
just feel like letting everything go.
why isnt my life moving forward?
why am i not fruitful?
but am i complaining? NO. cos i have to be contented, that life is at
major parts peaceful like a river.
but am i happy? a resounding No.
with lack in rest, i cant even construct what i want to say in a complete
and comprehendable sentence.
i want to feel better. i want to feel good.
Labels: Drifts, ToUgh Life
Friday, February 01, 2008
Jan has passed
yiPpie! gOd is good...
new year haS been a good start. family, relationshiPs, careeR.
foCus yr mind on what you want.. and you wil get them.
keep the faith.
Jan happenings:
met up with wee2 @ PS to celebrate her belated bday..
hehe this is b4 she's gOnna be mummy very sOon! Omg! so excited for her..
we catch up alot and im glad things are well for her, except well.. u know who and i told myself
i will pray for her on that aspect. after dinner, i suggested dessert with
macs choc fudge sunday, look whos the pregnant one!
R is proceeding w her divorce now, and her hubby wanna fight for joint custody..
sheez. that really left her in a spot..
and i cannot imagine why irresponsible guys wan to hv a share in the kid?
i bet he just want to make sure R cannot draw a clean split w him. selfish guy.
coy got 2 guys got terminated lor... cos they set up office in china.. breach of contract.
they got the audencity to steal customers n deals.. plus, its been happening for a
year le.. so out they went, in shame. Not to say whos right or wrOng. but i guess Greed has
always been a downfall for mankind, no? straight after that... logistics manager and his wife
resigned within 24 hours.. another piece of shOcking news. we are all speculating whether
both incidents are related.. but well.. management is keep mum abt it.
Sad thing is, might kana police case.. all the best to those 2 col n their families..
of cos.. jay's concert. i enjoyed it though i think probably im gettin on in age... haha
not so wowed by him anymore, though he still does his part well la. showing off his talent,
humour, shua shuai, stylo dance moves.. the fireworks are the most amazing.. wish i
was sitting right near to the stage man. but i really dont like the 2 obasan who were having their
hands all over jay. fat n ugly. no wonder jay was trying to avoid them, n his face like plastic.
overall 3.3/5.
also went for a 3 nights relationship seminar.. and learnt alot, about loving yourself first
b4 you can love others. we dont need pple to Complete us.. and we dont complete pple.
God wants us to be complete in ourselves first.. his love is able to fulfilled us. when
we grow in our maturity and character, only then can we give love to others ma.
true true true..
i wish i can post some photos soon. Yup, laterz.
new year haS been a good start. family, relationshiPs, careeR.
foCus yr mind on what you want.. and you wil get them.
keep the faith.
Jan happenings:
met up with wee2 @ PS to celebrate her belated bday..
hehe this is b4 she's gOnna be mummy very sOon! Omg! so excited for her..
we catch up alot and im glad things are well for her, except well.. u know who and i told myself
i will pray for her on that aspect. after dinner, i suggested dessert with
macs choc fudge sunday, look whos the pregnant one!
R is proceeding w her divorce now, and her hubby wanna fight for joint custody..
sheez. that really left her in a spot..
and i cannot imagine why irresponsible guys wan to hv a share in the kid?
i bet he just want to make sure R cannot draw a clean split w him. selfish guy.
coy got 2 guys got terminated lor... cos they set up office in china.. breach of contract.
they got the audencity to steal customers n deals.. plus, its been happening for a
year le.. so out they went, in shame. Not to say whos right or wrOng. but i guess Greed has
always been a downfall for mankind, no? straight after that... logistics manager and his wife
resigned within 24 hours.. another piece of shOcking news. we are all speculating whether
both incidents are related.. but well.. management is keep mum abt it.
Sad thing is, might kana police case.. all the best to those 2 col n their families..
of cos.. jay's concert. i enjoyed it though i think probably im gettin on in age... haha
not so wowed by him anymore, though he still does his part well la. showing off his talent,
humour, shua shuai, stylo dance moves.. the fireworks are the most amazing.. wish i
was sitting right near to the stage man. but i really dont like the 2 obasan who were having their
hands all over jay. fat n ugly. no wonder jay was trying to avoid them, n his face like plastic.
overall 3.3/5.
also went for a 3 nights relationship seminar.. and learnt alot, about loving yourself first
b4 you can love others. we dont need pple to Complete us.. and we dont complete pple.
God wants us to be complete in ourselves first.. his love is able to fulfilled us. when
we grow in our maturity and character, only then can we give love to others ma.
true true true..
i wish i can post some photos soon. Yup, laterz.
Labels: Drifts
Friday, January 18, 2008
:s
why do i always feel like walking away whenever there is a quarrel..
but i wil be better :)
nothing can get me down;
if its not a matter of life & death,
let it go.
.. i miss the times when we are young, innocent;
i miss listening to guitar playing, and going all the way to east coast for crabs,
but i wil be better :)
nothing can get me down;
if its not a matter of life & death,
let it go.
.. i miss the times when we are young, innocent;
i miss listening to guitar playing, and going all the way to east coast for crabs,
miss walking in the rain with you by my side; miss crying cos i'm homesick in perth;
miss looking at the stars when im down, simple life, but i had so much more.
life, can only get better.
miss looking at the stars when im down, simple life, but i had so much more.
life, can only get better.
Labels: Drifts, Love, ToUgh Life
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Notice.. a great 2008 ahead.
Been thinking abt this. i havent been really diligent about keeping this blog.
probably there are many things that i cant share openly [like how Angel spied on me].
but mostly a lack of time..
i would therefore use this as a bi-monthy & emergency blog.
bi-monthly to keep track of the happenings in my life;
emergency when i feel like exploding within, this is where i wil turn to :)
i stil love to write whenever the inspiration comes.
so i wil not be calling it quits.
Lookking thru my resolutions for 2007 below...
geez, didnt accomplish somebut for the more important ones, YES!
Let me take stock...."
1. Learn to play the keyboard well.
[stil struggling w guitar, and i tell myself, i MUST sign up for keyboard this year!]
2. Love the enemies. Forgive people who take me for granted/hurt/disappoint me time and again.[hmm.. cant really remember whether i was bitterly hurt or disappointed, is that supposed to be a good sign? but yah, i guess in some way or another, hv learnt to let go a far bit. esp in work, ministry, family.. when conflict arises.. i want to choose to forgive n forget]
3. Exercise, like to climb the stairs n do crunches at night.
[A resounding YES! climb stairs, went for a quarter of ABT, and yeah i have signed up for a brand new session.. enjoying myself with better health, spirit]
4. LASIK
[Done! and i went for a 2nd wavefront ops for my left eye to get rid of residual astigmaism. not as bad as i thought. God & CG has seen me through for this one, thankie!]
5. Travel - Korea
[pass on tis, this year hopefully? :)]
6. Another Mission trip?
[no chance, hope we can org something this year]
7. Mentoring someone in church
[Hehe.. yes, God has sent me an angelic sheepy, Joycey chia. it was definitely divine our paths crossed years ago at GMX, & again last year @ Plaza Sg, definitely. Love ya. Finally overcome my fear of being a shepherd by God's grace. She has been through holy spirit bap, water bap, and is officially a member of Hope Sg now, by god's grace. Pray that God wil oversee this relationship and uphold the both of us. ]
8. Stay above circumstances and overcome them. [tOugh]
Angel has slip disc relaspe
Irene passing away from Cancer in a span of 5 mths
Work life stagnancy
Dry patch in spiritual walk, compromising on devotion time that is a slow poison
Family situations that overwhelms @ times
Relationship struggle. Learning about trust Etc.
God is sovereign, and amidst all, He has been there for me, carrying me through.
I cant express how grateful I am that I am holding on to His love,
without which,life would be meaningless.
9. Breakthrough in my work"
[I wanna see this one coming to pass this year, hopefully by March]
10. Do weekly reflections.
[Journal is nicely done :)]
thats my report card. haha.. more personal resolutions this year, and see
if i can keep them :)
Am so looking forward to Jay over the weekends.
thanks kind soul.
probably there are many things that i cant share openly [like how Angel spied on me].
but mostly a lack of time..
i would therefore use this as a bi-monthy & emergency blog.
bi-monthly to keep track of the happenings in my life;
emergency when i feel like exploding within, this is where i wil turn to :)
i stil love to write whenever the inspiration comes.
so i wil not be calling it quits.
Lookking thru my resolutions for 2007 below...
geez, didnt accomplish somebut for the more important ones, YES!
Let me take stock...."
1. Learn to play the keyboard well.
[stil struggling w guitar, and i tell myself, i MUST sign up for keyboard this year!]
2. Love the enemies. Forgive people who take me for granted/hurt/disappoint me time and again.[hmm.. cant really remember whether i was bitterly hurt or disappointed, is that supposed to be a good sign? but yah, i guess in some way or another, hv learnt to let go a far bit. esp in work, ministry, family.. when conflict arises.. i want to choose to forgive n forget]
3. Exercise, like to climb the stairs n do crunches at night.
[A resounding YES! climb stairs, went for a quarter of ABT, and yeah i have signed up for a brand new session.. enjoying myself with better health, spirit]
4. LASIK
[Done! and i went for a 2nd wavefront ops for my left eye to get rid of residual astigmaism. not as bad as i thought. God & CG has seen me through for this one, thankie!]
5. Travel - Korea
[pass on tis, this year hopefully? :)]
6. Another Mission trip?
[no chance, hope we can org something this year]
7. Mentoring someone in church
[Hehe.. yes, God has sent me an angelic sheepy, Joycey chia. it was definitely divine our paths crossed years ago at GMX, & again last year @ Plaza Sg, definitely. Love ya. Finally overcome my fear of being a shepherd by God's grace. She has been through holy spirit bap, water bap, and is officially a member of Hope Sg now, by god's grace. Pray that God wil oversee this relationship and uphold the both of us. ]
8. Stay above circumstances and overcome them. [tOugh]
Angel has slip disc relaspe
Irene passing away from Cancer in a span of 5 mths
Work life stagnancy
Dry patch in spiritual walk, compromising on devotion time that is a slow poison
Family situations that overwhelms @ times
Relationship struggle. Learning about trust Etc.
God is sovereign, and amidst all, He has been there for me, carrying me through.
I cant express how grateful I am that I am holding on to His love,
without which,life would be meaningless.
9. Breakthrough in my work"
[I wanna see this one coming to pass this year, hopefully by March]
10. Do weekly reflections.
[Journal is nicely done :)]
thats my report card. haha.. more personal resolutions this year, and see
if i can keep them :)
Am so looking forward to Jay over the weekends.
thanks kind soul.
Labels: Drifts
Monday, December 24, 2007
merry little time :)
OMG~ its 3pm on christmas eve & im stil slogging in the office :(
i guess the whole world must be snoozing at hOme or rushing for last min shopping right now.
we had pot luck in office this year.. frankly i do miss my 99 and noel gang during
every years christmas.. we hv silly games and played guardian n angel that makes
christmas potluck so much more meaningful and interesting.
had meet up with a few group of friends of late.. stil a couple more to go.
frns frns frns.. if you no longer feel the same or hold the same care towards each other
isnt it better to let go, and let the frnship die a natural death?
whats the point of forcing one another?
Mian Qiang shi mei you xing fu de.
i do not mind giving, and not being reciprocated. i do not mind that sometimes
we allow people to take more than they should.
Nothin is life or death.. isnt it?
hmm.. abit reluctant to meet up again;
Outings became an obligations, rather than an enjoyment.
i lie there awake..
these few days were great! spent time w church mates preparing for
caroling stuff.. and learning balloon sculpting, juggling..
last sat, we went to NUH to bless the patients n kids alike.. wow
its indescribable.. seeing a smile across their sickly faces..
and it really took me alot of courage to walk into each ward,
and talk to them, sing to them. im the carol IC so i had to sorta make
introductions for our team.. so paisay. haa.
great stuff though!
i guess the whole world must be snoozing at hOme or rushing for last min shopping right now.
we had pot luck in office this year.. frankly i do miss my 99 and noel gang during
every years christmas.. we hv silly games and played guardian n angel that makes
christmas potluck so much more meaningful and interesting.
had meet up with a few group of friends of late.. stil a couple more to go.
frns frns frns.. if you no longer feel the same or hold the same care towards each other
isnt it better to let go, and let the frnship die a natural death?
whats the point of forcing one another?
Mian Qiang shi mei you xing fu de.
i do not mind giving, and not being reciprocated. i do not mind that sometimes
we allow people to take more than they should.
Nothin is life or death.. isnt it?
hmm.. abit reluctant to meet up again;
Outings became an obligations, rather than an enjoyment.
i lie there awake..
these few days were great! spent time w church mates preparing for
caroling stuff.. and learning balloon sculpting, juggling..
last sat, we went to NUH to bless the patients n kids alike.. wow
its indescribable.. seeing a smile across their sickly faces..
and it really took me alot of courage to walk into each ward,
and talk to them, sing to them. im the carol IC so i had to sorta make
introductions for our team.. so paisay. haa.
great stuff though!
Thursday, December 06, 2007
SMS Marathon
My latest niece... cute like a peach hor?
sighz.. now i hv a drive to go home each day just to carry her and
play with her.. like her very much cos she seldom cry n laugh whenever we talk to her..
smart BB!!
These are my birthday wishes thru sms!
*credit to Soo for givin the idea to record down in blog. ;p
Happy Belated Birthday! :) Sorry, remember ur birthday but forgot to sms u… me getting more n more forgetful these days.. Haha!
From a very pregnant Karine
Oops!! Its 10hrs pass ur birthday.. nevertheless.. still wan to wish u a Belated Happy Birthday!!
From the usual blurry Yiping
Halo, got the flowers yesterday?
From Chunli, the sender of 12 sexy pink roses w berries
Happy birthday sis. May the Lord brings u joy everyday of ur life :)
From Huina
Hi sis! Hope my bday wish is not 2late! Wishin u a joyous birthday! Indeed u r a year wiser in yr walk w the Lord! May u rec’ many sweet returns in ur yrs ahead! :)
Fr Lihua
Happy birthday sis. Hope u r enjoying yr lovely dinner now w damien n hope yr day was fruitful. Fr Sheep Joyce
Hey dear, Happy birthday to u! hope u enjoyed yrself these couple days with all the celebrations. May this coming year be a blessed one where u can do big things for God! Thanks for being around sis, *Hugz*
Fr Leyi
Blessed bday sista…
Fr Qianxing [shortest msg I rec’]
Dear the old days were gone and now come our future. I never forget today because its your birthday.
Fr Brian Lim
Hi Shann, wishing u a happy birthday! Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday to u. Happy birthday to Shann, Happy birthday to u. kekeke….
Fr Robin Loh
Miss OO, wanna wish u HEI BI Birthday. May the joy of the Lord be your strength ;p
Fr Danny Liu
Happy bird-day missy
Fr Erebus Butler [I think similar msg was sent last year]
Happy birthday [insert cake icon] to u, Yi! May All ur dream come true! Enjoy tis special day. Best wishes from Qian [insert happy jumping icon]
Fr Liqian
Dear dear.. Working today? just wanna wish u Happy Birthday.. Hehe.. May all your wish come true and be as happy as ever.. J muakz.
From cute Elaine
Happy bdae! Called u but I tink u r bz. Lets go makan. When r u free?
From Jess Maidy [ya, I think I was having a celebration then]
“Sheng ri kuai le” Wo zhen xin de zhu fu no, yuan ni de yuan wang shi xian ! mong shen da da de ci fu! Fan shi dou you shen de dai ling. [insert mashimaro bday icon]
Fr Jasmin Loong
Happy birthday dearest Shan! May all ur heart desire come true! *hugz* ;)
Fr Shino san
Wanyi, zhu ni sheng ri meng en meng fu, ye shu ai ni :)
Fr auntie Qiu Xia
Hi babe, happy bday to ya ! may u always be so sweet and pretty.. And always loving God with every part of u! It’s my privilege to noe u my sis! Enjoy your day.
Fr Tricia, my mission trip mate
Happy Birthday!! Itzit today? Haha.. how old ar? 30?? Hee.. Enjoy yr birthday!!!
Fr Jimmy toh [boy who never grows up]
Happy birthday sis! May you enjoy your big day. :)
Fr Jennifer
Yo babe happy happy birthday. Have a great day ahead stay pretty always
Fr Vannesa
Happy Birthday Dar Dar
Fr Bronwen, dada
Hi sis, blessed Birtthday! Praise n thank God to see u thru these years in good n strive time. perserverance must finish its work so that u may be mature n complete.. :)
From Wanjun, ex CL
Dear sis, happy birthday to you. May you hv many wonderful things ahead of you & many happy returns.
From Grace Oo
Hey!! Happy birthday!! Tell me I am the 1st to welcome u to the club thirties!!
Fr Jessie [don’t remind me sista! ;p]
Today you’re one year older, today you’re one year wiser, today you’re one year stronger in your walk w e Lord. Happy birthday to u my sister, sheep n fren!
Fr Jean Tan, shepherd
MMS [insert montage of our photos taken today throughout the year]
I like this photos.. used it as wallpaper..Hope u like it too! Sweetdreams muakz.
Fr Shereen
Happy birthday gal! Hope you have a great time celebrating with Damien these two days.
Hope you like your present.
Fr Winnie, weewee [yes! I love it!]
Happy Birthday to u sister! Hope tat u hav great day of celebration w damien tmr :)
Fr Colin Por
MMS [insert montage photos of me blowing my bday cake last year]
Happy birthday to my dearest sis Shann Shann.. may u have a blessed birthday..
Aiks.. 30th liao hor.. New generation de.. ;p
Fr naughty Shereen [again, 2 MMS in a row, how abt that?!]
Happy birthday! Wishing you happiness always healthy always and many all your wishes come true :) Happy birthday!
Fr Charles
Hapi bithday sis, Wu wu wu..
Fr Alexis Oo [wu wu wu is our secret code… haha]
Dear yih daughter, happy birthday to u n have all best you wish for. By father. 20-11-07
Fr my Daddy Oo [all the way from china.. thanks for remembering dad!]
Thanks for adding a unique color in tis family n being such a blessing to us thru yr walk w God n growth in Him. May e coming yr b yet another yr of significance 4 u in ur journey w Christ! :)
Fr Kevin, my UL
May the love of God surround you. May his peace be all around you and may you day be blessed with everything that’s happiest.
Fr Stanley Ang
Plus the ecards..
Thank you all my friends for making my life memorable :) I love You all!
Labels: Drifts, Friends, ToUgh Life
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Be strong
不想一直对天空伸着手，
期待谁来牵着我往前走!!!
so many things happened! since my bday..
i wonder is it for the good or for the bad?
hmm...
if its time to move on, dont dwell on it for a minute longer.
期待谁来牵着我往前走!!!
so many things happened! since my bday..
i wonder is it for the good or for the bad?
hmm...
if its time to move on, dont dwell on it for a minute longer.
Labels: Drifts
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Hello november~
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远..
like this song by Yanzi alot. Maybe cos it was raining
the whole of last night! Thunder storm so loud until i only managed
to fall asleep at 1am. but.. the pitter patter of the rain soothes my
racing mind.
thought through alot these days. alot.
i wish sometimes i can let go.. like how i can be so cold towards you.
im sorry.. but i just want you to get on with your life and be well.
today is the last day of october. it shall mark a new beginning.
as my birthday month is here! haa..
just wanna move forward, and get the most out of this last
month of being a twenty-something :)
2 commemorate my favourite month.. [wad a lousy excuse],
i bought for myself a pretty Espirit Chained watch with crystals inside!
and another leather one for him.. looks damn retro man!
Pics later! [uploaded! ;p]
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远..
like this song by Yanzi alot. Maybe cos it was raining
the whole of last night! Thunder storm so loud until i only managed
to fall asleep at 1am. but.. the pitter patter of the rain soothes my
racing mind.
thought through alot these days. alot.
i wish sometimes i can let go.. like how i can be so cold towards you.
im sorry.. but i just want you to get on with your life and be well.
today is the last day of october. it shall mark a new beginning.
as my birthday month is here! haa..
just wanna move forward, and get the most out of this last
month of being a twenty-something :)
2 commemorate my favourite month.. [wad a lousy excuse],
i bought for myself a pretty Espirit Chained watch with crystals inside!
and another leather one for him.. looks damn retro man!
Pics later! [uploaded! ;p]
Monday, October 29, 2007
A new heart
The Old has gone.. the New has come.
wake me up when October ends :)
wake me up when October ends :)
Labels: Drifts
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Scary thought
Al Gore, U.N.'s Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change win 2007 Nobel Peace Prize,
CNN reports.
Woot! i remember watching the movie - An Inconvenient Truth.
and i was fully convinced by the facts presented..
i'm glad Mr Al Gore got for himself a Nobel Peace pRize.
In the movie, i saw how fragile the earth was..
and i thought now... hey, can doom's day come any sooner..
i cant wait to see God.
I scare myself sometimes.
CNN reports.
Woot! i remember watching the movie - An Inconvenient Truth.
and i was fully convinced by the facts presented..
i'm glad Mr Al Gore got for himself a Nobel Peace pRize.
In the movie, i saw how fragile the earth was..
and i thought now... hey, can doom's day come any sooner..
i cant wait to see God.
I scare myself sometimes.
Labels: Drifts
Monday, October 22, 2007
down & out again
i know, its the longest time that i have gone Hiatus.
without a word.
and this isnt my intention afterall..
i felt a blockage in my life. one that i can never express in words.
or the typing of the keyboard.
God, i need a miracle.
to help me changed my life.
this isnt the end of the road i know,
there has to be a new road somewhere, a new direction
a new passion.. or rekindling of an old passion?
i need it badly. detest this rolling in the mud.
detest the stupid angmoh that is thousands of miles away
and changed his mind with the clicking of the mouse.
detest the life that im going to have. walking down the isle
detest the unhappy times, lonely times, times i wish i knew
whats going on, and that i had seen this comin all along?
i had seen this comin ALL along... didnt i?
i was just too timid, to say no.
to walk out on things, people, family.
this whole incorrigibility doesnt make sense to me?
the world is sick, im sick.
must have been my listening to too much heavy metal music
when i was young.
chill.
without a word.
and this isnt my intention afterall..
i felt a blockage in my life. one that i can never express in words.
or the typing of the keyboard.
God, i need a miracle.
to help me changed my life.
this isnt the end of the road i know,
there has to be a new road somewhere, a new direction
a new passion.. or rekindling of an old passion?
i need it badly. detest this rolling in the mud.
detest the stupid angmoh that is thousands of miles away
and changed his mind with the clicking of the mouse.
detest the life that im going to have. walking down the isle
detest the unhappy times, lonely times, times i wish i knew
whats going on, and that i had seen this comin all along?
i had seen this comin ALL along... didnt i?
i was just too timid, to say no.
to walk out on things, people, family.
this whole incorrigibility doesnt make sense to me?
the world is sick, im sick.
must have been my listening to too much heavy metal music
when i was young.
chill.
Friday, September 14, 2007
My thots
Woot.. procatination is our worst enemy, No? I have procastinated long enough and finally signed up for ABT [Abs Buns Thighs] class.. now I felt that my Monday evenings are so well spent!
I guess I have taken a few steps back and look at life in general during this time of solace. Heard of the theory of ‘Letting the universe be at work?’, that no matter what issues or circumstances we are facing, as long as we maintain a positive spirit to fight it out, the ‘thing’ will eventually be sorted out by the work of the universe.
Of cos, If you maintain a close relationship with a higher being, you would score the bonus of growing your inner being.
What I’m trying to say is, we are all okay people, leading an okay life. Don’t fret cos things will work out somehow lor. Even if you are facing death, leave a good memory behind to your love ones. Death will sucumb to a positive spirit, & of cos, Love. It has no victory over us if we choose to live our life meaningfully.
I guess I have taken a few steps back and look at life in general during this time of solace. Heard of the theory of ‘Letting the universe be at work?’, that no matter what issues or circumstances we are facing, as long as we maintain a positive spirit to fight it out, the ‘thing’ will eventually be sorted out by the work of the universe.
Of cos, If you maintain a close relationship with a higher being, you would score the bonus of growing your inner being.
What I’m trying to say is, we are all okay people, leading an okay life. Don’t fret cos things will work out somehow lor. Even if you are facing death, leave a good memory behind to your love ones. Death will sucumb to a positive spirit, & of cos, Love. It has no victory over us if we choose to live our life meaningfully.
Labels: Drifts, ToUgh Life
Saturday, September 08, 2007
New title
oh yaaaaaaaaaa~
nOticed the blogname is no lOnger sunny side up?
its been renamed to 'SEeking my Polaris'
i think more apt for what i am gOing through in everyday life now :)
enJoy tis jOurnal of my life.
may you have a great & fulfilling jOurnal too!
cheeRs
weekendS
nOticed the blogname is no lOnger sunny side up?
its been renamed to 'SEeking my Polaris'
i think more apt for what i am gOing through in everyday life now :)
enJoy tis jOurnal of my life.
may you have a great & fulfilling jOurnal too!
cheeRs
Labels: Drifts
i simply live fOr you...
having a chill out weekend, its so relaxing and ministering to the sOUl.
went Ma Masion, yes after a long lag of visit, the handsome waiter is still there!
we spent abt $200 there over escargot, scallops, main courses, red wine.. woot!
thanks Reg babe.
gOing to a healing service on sunday, for Angel's slip disc.
no matter what, itS best to still commit unto the Higher one above,
we humanz are so shOrt sighted at times.
I'm glad he initiated to go for it..
watched the korean show on Love Guru.. a whole load of crap~
but it was quite funny at some parts. i think love is stil honesty..
dont pull all thOse tricks, and mind-fiaking games..
Love is simple n wOnderful to begin with.
i have decided the way i deal w arguments at times is quite self-centred..
my pride n emotions reigned over everything..
but at the same time, i need someone who really understands this trait of me
and take me as i am.. gimme time and i will be able to get over the
short temper fUse. trapped me in a corner and i will lashed back
in double pOrtion. thats the scary scorpiO sting.
but fret not.. this is only dished out to my clOsest one...
poor bfs.. haha
thanks for givng me the space i need.. it makes me look a little deeper,
see a little bit clearer into my own reflectiOn.
you are a sOulmate in my times of silence..
having a chill out weekend, its so relaxing and ministering to the sOUl.
went Ma Masion, yes after a long lag of visit, the handsome waiter is still there!
we spent abt $200 there over escargot, scallops, main courses, red wine.. woot!
thanks Reg babe.
gOing to a healing service on sunday, for Angel's slip disc.
no matter what, itS best to still commit unto the Higher one above,
we humanz are so shOrt sighted at times.
I'm glad he initiated to go for it..
watched the korean show on Love Guru.. a whole load of crap~
but it was quite funny at some parts. i think love is stil honesty..
dont pull all thOse tricks, and mind-fiaking games..
Love is simple n wOnderful to begin with.
i have decided the way i deal w arguments at times is quite self-centred..
my pride n emotions reigned over everything..
but at the same time, i need someone who really understands this trait of me
and take me as i am.. gimme time and i will be able to get over the
short temper fUse. trapped me in a corner and i will lashed back
in double pOrtion. thats the scary scorpiO sting.
but fret not.. this is only dished out to my clOsest one...
poor bfs.. haha
thanks for givng me the space i need.. it makes me look a little deeper,
see a little bit clearer into my own reflectiOn.
you are a sOulmate in my times of silence..
Labels: Drifts, Food, Friends, ToUgh Life
Thursday, August 23, 2007
...
Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks ones' destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
~Return lies within hasty keys~
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
nostalgia
At first sight marks ones' destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
~Return lies within hasty keys~
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
Good hair day today. I used Loreal’s anti frizz while my hair is semi-wet.
Got people say I look like doll..
Went for Mos burger lunch w Nat.. and we had a great time catching up as well.
Bought handphone pouch + a babydoll top [black colour again, haiz].
Hmm seemed like the seconday sch gathering tomorrow is perking me up.
Brian even msn me [yes, after added me for 2 weeks, first time he msn me]
and made sure that I will be going.
I cant imagine.. people whom you have more met for more than a decade,
finally meeting and catching up in a nice little cosy resturant!
I do hope it will turn out fine, and not having people pretending to rush off right after the meal.
Some are my boat quay khakis many years back…
and we cried, laughed, made jokes out of each other.
How time flies and left its traces on many of us..
our life is more than hectic now as we scramble to fulfil each priority & commitment.
This is such a rare chance.
Yes, I do miss the crappy sec school life, where we hang out at JE entertainment centre, Shopping malls, movie theatres [capitol], fast food resturant, Seoul garden… and what not.
People envied me for I seemed to have lotsa friends all over the levels and from different classes. But my greatest regret, is not keeping in touch with them guys..
on the pretense that im getting too busy with life.
Pursing my degree in australia, and then work, and then church..
Thinking back, I do have opportunity to get in touch with these friends,
but I didn’t treasure them. Now, I feel so old.
Oh well, Brian commented that it was because of wanting to look at my recent photos
that he joined Friendster. And …
he said I have become prettier.
Haha.. old flame who used to cut Prata nicely for me, praised me.
Happy. :)
Got people say I look like doll..
Went for Mos burger lunch w Nat.. and we had a great time catching up as well.
Bought handphone pouch + a babydoll top [black colour again, haiz].
Hmm seemed like the seconday sch gathering tomorrow is perking me up.
Brian even msn me [yes, after added me for 2 weeks, first time he msn me]
and made sure that I will be going.
I cant imagine.. people whom you have more met for more than a decade,
finally meeting and catching up in a nice little cosy resturant!
I do hope it will turn out fine, and not having people pretending to rush off right after the meal.
Some are my boat quay khakis many years back…
and we cried, laughed, made jokes out of each other.
How time flies and left its traces on many of us..
our life is more than hectic now as we scramble to fulfil each priority & commitment.
This is such a rare chance.
Yes, I do miss the crappy sec school life, where we hang out at JE entertainment centre, Shopping malls, movie theatres [capitol], fast food resturant, Seoul garden… and what not.
People envied me for I seemed to have lotsa friends all over the levels and from different classes. But my greatest regret, is not keeping in touch with them guys..
on the pretense that im getting too busy with life.
Pursing my degree in australia, and then work, and then church..
Thinking back, I do have opportunity to get in touch with these friends,
but I didn’t treasure them. Now, I feel so old.
Oh well, Brian commented that it was because of wanting to look at my recent photos
that he joined Friendster. And …
he said I have become prettier.
Haha.. old flame who used to cut Prata nicely for me, praised me.
Happy. :)
Labels: Drifts, Friends, ToUgh Life