SeEking my Polaris

Monday, December 24, 2007

merry little time :)

OMG~ its 3pm on christmas eve & im stil slogging in the office :(
i guess the whole world must be snoozing at hOme or rushing for last min shopping right now.
we had pot luck in office this year.. frankly i do miss my 99 and noel gang during
every years christmas.. we hv silly games and played guardian n angel that makes
christmas potluck so much more meaningful and interesting.

had meet up with a few group of friends of late.. stil a couple more to go.
frns frns frns.. if you no longer feel the same or hold the same care towards each other
isnt it better to let go, and let the frnship die a natural death?
whats the point of forcing one another?
Mian Qiang shi mei you xing fu de.
i do not mind giving, and not being reciprocated. i do not mind that sometimes
we allow people to take more than they should.
Nothin is life or death.. isnt it?
hmm.. abit reluctant to meet up again;
Outings became an obligations, rather than an enjoyment.
i lie there awake..

these few days were great! spent time w church mates preparing for
caroling stuff.. and learning balloon sculpting, juggling..
last sat, we went to NUH to bless the patients n kids alike.. wow
its indescribable.. seeing a smile across their sickly faces..
and it really took me alot of courage to walk into each ward,
and talk to them, sing to them. im the carol IC so i had to sorta make
introductions for our team.. so paisay. haa.
great stuff though!

Labels: Church, Drifts, Friends

You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 12/24/2007 ~

Friday, July 27, 2007

All things good..

Friday isnt so bad after all..

I guess caregroups [cell group] on Thursdays do rejuvenate me,

though most of the time, it was already 11pm when I reached home.

I felt a tinge of tiredness, but I was always refreshed and ready to charge again.

Issues seemed to dissolve by themselves in God’s presence.

The resentment towards one another quickly dissipated as we saw a greater perspectives

of God’s work through the disagreement.

Ultimately, when all human strength fail in life.

When we cant seemed to get ourselves out of the tunnel, the poor health, the bad relationship,

the depression, the things that makes us scream inside..

We recognize that only God is sovereign and in control.

Many a times, we can just only wait in faith.

Finally Friday, tonight go east coast??

I totally missed Jumbo, and chilling out… :)

Labels: Church, Drifts, ToUgh Life

You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 7/27/2007 ~

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Prevailing Generation!

I'm BACK!

The malacca trip was fabulous. Not cos I ate the chicken rice ball, or peranakan food. I think I only spent about 100 RM over the 4 days?? I felt spiritually alive and rejuvenated after the trip. Totally. What is amazing is god spoke to many of us. And each were personal things.. it gave me, a sense of purpose in this life. We spent unhurried time dwelling in His words, and presence. Well, yes im the contemplative sort and I really don’t think im able to survive the next 30 years just living this life in a blur. And become an old hag? Its so NOT me.

We had like theme night, and we our group dressed up as pirates! It was much fun, nonsense and our pastor acted as cinderella which had all of us rolled on the floor laughing. Everyone was a sporting bunch. Tiredness seeped in after the trip, but truly, everyone of us is in a spiritual high, and we even had a mini Superstar session on the coach on the way back to singapore.

Well.. if you count the Hokkien songs in as well.

On a more melancholic note, managed to sort out somethings which had been

troubling me for quite some time now.. months turned into years. i am finally

able to lay it down, and let it go. i guess, life is really about moving on..

the past holds nothing for us anymore.

What we need is really to see what the future holds.

And any decisions we make down, will affect the life we are living in 5 years,

10 years down the road. So, dont waste time Chasing after wind anymOre..

God, thank you, for quenching my thirst and giving me a purpose.

Labels: Church, Drifts, Friends

You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 6/20/2007 ~

Monday, May 21, 2007

Experience

so the king asked me,
"Why does your face look so sad when you are not ill?
This can be nothing but sadness of heart."

++++++

Went to this pretty nice and affordable resturant along Purvis Street.

The potato salad is a must try and its presentation is really nice!

I had the ribeye steak which is delicious... I WLD SAY 3.8/5

VERY VALUE for money as the ambience is of fine dining.

The bottle of premium wine only costs $36. Had a good time chilling.

On 4 sunday Mornings, i went to take care of the kids at sunday school

i know, i know.. its very unlike me.

they are aged 3 to 6. so we call them Hope tots 2.

As you can see from little melvin's face.. some of them are stil quite blur when they come for the classes.. and some can be cranky as well. Melvin is a pair of twins.. and his little bro is so damn cute. I made friends with the gals pretty fast and started chit chatting with them about barbie dolls + winz club and showed them my heartshaped necklace which they adOre. yeah, being able to speak their language is very important i learnt!

We had the real naughty ones.. like the one in red below.. he likes to call people names, including stupid, da bian, and i often scold him. i think he is looking for attention all the time. this is game playing time where the gals are pit against the boys... and gals are always more organised and always win them hands down! gal power.

yes.. you can guess as much. in the end i was dog tired after 2 hours of looking after them.. and you can pretty imagine me lying motionlessly on the floor as well!

GOOD EXPERIENCE... ANY VOLUNTEERS?

Labels: Church, Drifts, Food

You drifted along with SeEking my Polaris... on 5/21/2007 ~