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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Let down

Dear friend,

i remember you lamentating about how you will not befriend alcohol again that fateful night when you had a terrible accident from too much to drink. you had a bad fall, deep cut and wounds all over your face. no one dared to imagine what would happen if you had fall onto the metal rods sticking out from the construction site.
no one knew and no one dared to imagine. you seemed suddenly awaken and you vowed you will not touch alcohol ever again. i listened, but wasnt too convinced. but i still prayed you learnt your lesson somehow? that its not worth while to throw your life away for a moment of folly.

After a couple months, you start to have the occasional drinks again. nah, it doesnt matter you said. you already know your limits. and you will not drink and drive again. After awhile more, you drank.. and you drove. You said you were sober enough to be controlling the wheels. dont worry for me. And last week.. you drank, and drank and drank.. you were so gone. Nothing can sober you up and you forget your love ones that are waiting for you to come home to them. They waited and waited.. & for every broken promises that you have made, i swallowed them, together with my pride.

Everytime you tell me not to worry.. you dunno how worried I am for you.
I have given up waiting. And to the others who are willing to wait.. may they be stronger than me. that they are not hurt everytime like how you have hurt me.

No, I still do not judge you. But i want to give up feeling the insecurity, the disappointment and hurt. Every lies that you have spoken, i now return them back to you.

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